how much now

Selasa, 31 Mei 2011

and they are super women for me :))

my aunt is my mother, my mother is my hero, and they are superwoman for me.




I like the way the mother advised. mother always tried to find other people who he considered to be advised if I do not agree with whatthe mother ring.
I realize I'm one who sometimes difficult to accept the opinions of my own mother when there is a problem, whereas other people's opinions are the same as my mother can I receive no arguments when in fact I do not really agree. and to these problems point to my aunt who's mother gave the same opinion with the mother.

mother. aunt. but for this problem sorry I do not want you to forceme to follow your opinion. These liver problems and heartache. you may not know what I feel for this.

I did a hard refusal is not without reason. all this because the time to show me a fact of life that hurts.

for nearly twelve years I really felt excluded. the more painful Iabandoned by my own family. sometimes your words and behavior make me really depressed. like you guys toss me from your world.like you do not want me there in your world. discrimination no matter how I feel when we gather. you're more proud of my brother so ther than me.but the wheel is spinning, sometimes below and sometimes above. I really feel it. now you start looking at me. discrimination I do not feel anymore, and I realized you really loved me. I appreciate all of you. I do not want to disappoint you guys, I wanted to prove to you that I was the ugly duck can be a beautiful pearl later. 




but in fact the pain was still lasting to this day. all of which occurred during the twelve years that's what makes me hate him. because he abandoned me in my own family. not only that, his attitude does not seem to think there for nineteen years of this made me feel no need to take him there. 

after purchasing the attitude that thinks nothing so far, all of a sudden now he is demanding to meet with me. rejection is certainly not a natural thing? 
with wishes he was blaming my attitude to my mother. and it increasingly makes me not respect him. I respect what he deserved? not fair when I'm supposed to hate him? not fair when I've not wanted to meet him? 

do not blame anyone else my mom about all this my attitude. I behave like this because all of your attitude on me and my mother for this!




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